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Ysydkaf. wd¾:sl uÜgu hym;ao@ 

hym;a lsh,d lshkafka fufyu fohla t;ek ;sfhkjd' ta lshkafka ug ´k úÈhg .ukla ìukla hkak" ug ´k we÷ula me,÷ula .ekSfï yelshdj" ug wjYH lrk foaj,a ,nd .ekSfï yelshdj ;sfhkjd' ta iïnkaOfhka .egÆjla fj,d kE'

t;fldg Tng fmak úÈhg ,xldfj ñksiqkaf.a wd¾:sl ;;a;ajh@

tal .ek ug tfyu lshkak nE' fudlo tl tl whf.a ;;a;ajh fjkia ksid' yeu fokdu ,nkafka tlu wdodhï ;;a;ajhla fkfjhsfk' iuyr wh ys;kjdg;a jvd wd¾:sl uÜgï w;ska bÈßfhka bkakjd' ;j;a wh yßu my< wd¾:sl uÜgïj, bkafka' iuyr wh lkak fndkak mjd ke;sj bkakjd' yeufoalu úiu;djla mj;skjd'

fï wdKavqfjka hgf;a l,dlrejkag hym;la isoaO fjkjo@

uu kï okafka kE tfyu fjkjo lsh,d' yenehs tlla lshkak ;sfhkjd l,dlrejka lshk msßig uu kï wh;a fjkafka kE' Th l,dlrefjda lshk msßi we;=f< wvq .dfKa uf.a kuj;a lshefjkafka kE' ta foaj,aj,ska woyia lrkafka iuyr úg uu l,dlrefjla fkfjhs lsh,d fjkak;a we;s' l,dlrefjda lshk msßi f;dard.kakd wh ;ju;a udj olskafk idïm%odhsl úÈhg ;re f;dark ;r.hlska pek,a tllg mskaisoaO fjkak wdmq ;r.lrefjla úÈhg ú;rhs'

l,dlrejkag ie,lSu flfia fj;;a wdKavqfõ idudðlfhla miq.sh ojil .dhlfhlag myr ÿkakfka@

fï iïnkaOfhka kï jeä úia;rhla uu okafka kE' ta;a ksjqiaj,ska uu weyqjd Th jf.a isÿùula fj,d ;sfhkjd lsh,d' ta foaj,a fldfydu jqK;a lsisu flfklag whs;shla kE ;j;a ldgj;a myr fokak' l,dlrejd lsh,d úfYaI;ajhl=;a kE' wms fiaru ñksiaiq' ta yskaod ldgj;a úfYaI ie,ls,a,la olajkak jqjukdjl=;a u;=fjkafka kE'

ta lshkafka@

f.dvla whf. ;sfhkafk fndre wdfgdamh ú;rhs' wms ;uhs l,dldrfhda lsh,d' ta;a ys;kak ´k tlu foa ñksiaiq lkafk" fndkafk" w¢kafk tlu úÈhg lsh,d' tal;a /lshdjla ú;rhs' ´k kï ;sfhk tlu fjki rEmjdysksfhka Tjqkaj fmak tl ú;rhs'

ñksiaiq foaYmd,kh w;ska by<gu .shdg miafi wehs pKaä fjkafka@

we;a;gu tal kï uu okafka kE' ta;a n,h w;g wdj ukqiaihd okakjd oeka b;ska ug .ykak ljqre;a tkafk kE jf.a fohla' ta whg WKla yefokjd' foaYmd,kfha wjidkh lshkafka fldfydu;a n,h tla/ia ùula' yßhgu fï úÈhg pKaä fjkafk wehs lsh,d lshkak kï ug wjfndaOhla kE'

Th lshk ldrKdj wOHdmkh ms<sn| m%Yakhlao@ tfyu;a ke;akï n,f,daNS;ajh ms<sn| ldrKdjlao@

Th folu fjkak;a mq¿jka' T¿jla ;sfhkjd kï ;ukag ,enqKq ;;a;ajh fudlla jqK;a thska fiajhla lrkak th ,enqKq flkd j.n,d.kak ´k' yenehs wfma rfÜ ffjoHjrfhla fjkak;a" kS;s wxYfha kshef<kak;a" fjk;a ´ku wxYhl ksr; fjkak;a imqrd.kak ´k wOHdmk uÜgï lSmhla ;sfhkjd' ta;a ,xldfõ foaYmd,kh lrkak kï lsisu wOHdmksl ;;a;ajhla ´k fjkafk kE' iïnkaO;d uÛska Pkafo b,a,,d Èkmq wh;a bkakjd' i,a,sj,ska Pkafo Èkmq wh;a bkakjd'

oefkk úÈhg foaYmd,khg tkak fudkjd yß iqÿiqlï imqrkak ´ko@

uu lshkafka kE w;HjYHfhkau foaYmd,kh lrkak f,dl= wOHdmkhla ´k lsh,d' fï ,xldfõ ljodj;a tfyu l%uhla tkafk;a ke;s fjhs' ta jqK;a weue;sjrfhlag kï ;ukag Ndrfjk fudlla yß wud;HxYhla ;sfhkjfk' ta mqoa.,hdg mq¿jka fjkak ´k wvqu ;rñka ta wud;HxYfha jev lghq;= ál yß ie,eiqï lr,d lrf.k hkak' ;uka lrk jefâ fudllao lshk tl .ek m%d:ñl oekqulaj;a ;sfhkak ´k' yß je/oao fudllao lshk foa f;areï .kak yß yelshdjla ;sfhkak ´k' ke;akï fjkafk ljqre yß wkqYdil flfkla lshk úÈhg jev lr,d ta f.ak ,shlshú,sj,g wiaik odkak ú;rhs'


1948 § wmsg ,enqKq ksoyi .ek fudlo ysf;kafk@

uu olsk úÈhg ug fmakafk ´l fjkia úÈhlg' uf.a Ôú; ldf, we;=f<È ksoyi lshk foa ug oefkkak .;af; t,a'à'à'B' ;%ia;jdoh mrdch lr,d wms ch.%yKh l<dg miafi b|,d'

jk;a úÈhlg lsõfjd;a@

uf.a ;d;a;d ix.S; lKavdhulg iïnkaO fj,d ysáfha' wfma mjq, /l=fKa t;ekska' ta;a hqoaOldf,È m%ix.hla mj;ajkakj;a ksoyila ;snqfK kE' fï ksidu ;d;a;d rg .shd' ta;a wo uu ix.S; Ys,amsfhla úÈhg ,xldfj ´ku ;ekl m%ix.hlg iïnkaO ùfï yelshdj ;sfhkjd' ta ksoyi wo ug oefkkjd' kuq;a ksoyi iSud ùï ke;af;u kE' óähdj,g fï foaj,a tl tl úÈhg n,mdkjd we;s' ta foaj,a .ek yßhgu lshkak uu okafka kE'


t;fldg wmsg mQ¾K ksoyila keoao@

fï foaj,a l;d lrkak uu úpdrlfhlaj;a" f.dvdla foaYmd,kuh jYfhka oekqula ;sfhk flfklaj;a fkfjhs' uu;a idudkH mqoa.,fhla' wfma ,xldfj nyq;rhlg ;snqKq f,dl=u .egÆj ;uhs hqoaOh' miqld,Skj kï ta ksoyi uu;a je,|.;a;d' fï .ek l;d lrkak ´k uyd oekqula ;sfhk wh'


Ysydkag oefkk úÈhg wfma foaYmd,k Odrdj hym;a úÈhg úysfokjdo@

uu biafi,a,;a lsõj jf.a foaYmd,kh .ek ug f,dl= oekqula kE' ta;a yeuodu ug f;afrkafk yeu fohlau ;sfhk me;a;g nr jeähs' ke;s tld ke;sfj,du hkjd' yefudau foaYmd,khg tkafk ÿmam;alu ke;s lrkjd lsh,d' ta;a wo iem ú¢k ñksiaiq olskak f.dvla wudrehs' j;=r .,kafk my<g lsh,d l;djla ;snqKdg oeka j;=r mjd .,kafk Wvq w;g' Ôj;a ùu i|yd ñksiaiq f,dl= igkla wrf.k hkjd' iuyr úg n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkdjk ;ekaj,g;a fïjd ;,aÆ fj,d hkak bv ;sfhkjd' ;ju kï tfyu ;;a;ajhla fmkakqï lrkafka kE' uu;a n,df.k bkakjd fudkjdo fjkafk lsh,d'


wd¾:sl rgdj@

ug ysf;kafk rch lrk foaj,a tlal ;uhs fï yeu fohlau isoaO fjkafk' j.lsjhq;af;da .kak ;SrK wkqj" ta ;SrK fyd| ys;ska .kakjd kï yefudaf.u idlal= msfrhs' ta;a ljqre jqK;a jeä jeäfhka uykais jqfKd;a yefudagu jeäfhka yïn lrkak mq¿jka' uu jqK;a jeäfhka uykais jqfKd;a jeämqr yïn fjhs'
 
ksoyia wOHdmkh .ek fudlo lshkafk@

b;du;a fyd| fohla' we;s yels flfkla úhoï lr,d ksoyfia ;ukag ´k úÈhg bf.k .;a;dg tafl lsisu m%Yakhla kE' yenehs ke;s neß flkdj w;dßkak fyd| kE' úfoaYSh úYajúoHd,j,g .sys,a,d bf.k .kak tfla jrol=;a kE' ;d;a;d flfklag i,a,s ;sfhkjd kï ;ukaf. orejg fyd| wOHdmkhla ,ndfokak jqjukd kï úhoï lr,d <uhdg wOHdmkh ,ndfok tfla m%Yakhla kE' ksoyia wOHdmkh ;=< msgrg úYajúoHd, rg ;=< msysgqjk tflkq;a fjkafk <uhskag fyd| wOHdmkh ,nd.kak wjia:djla ,efnk tl' ta foaj,aj,g wms úreoaO fjkak ´k kE'

wfma rfÜ ixj¾Okh@

m%;sY; uÜgï yßhdldrj lshkak neß jqK;a mdfr hk tk ´k flfklag fmakjd mdrj,a wÆ;ska yeÈ,d" jHdmdr ÈhqKq fj,d" rg mqrd fjkila fjñka hkjd lsh,d'


ixj¾Okh fjkak kï idOl lSmhlau imqrkak ´k' wmsg fmakak ;sfhkafk fN!;sl ixj¾Okhla ú;rhs@
tal ;uhs uu biafi,a,;a lsõfj' wfkla idOlj, Wmßuhla .ek uu okafka kE' wmsg fmakak ;sfhkafk fN!;sl foaj,a ú;rhsfk' wfkla foaj,a wmsg oefkk m%udKh;a b;d iSñ;hs' wmsg fmakak ;sfhk foaj,aj,ska kï wms hïlsis j¾Okhla fj,d ;sfhkjd'


,xldfj ñksiaiq flakaor jf.a foaj,a .ek oeä úYajdihlska bkafk' fï .ek fudlo lshkafk@

Th jf.a foaj,a .ek uf.a lsisu úYajdihla kE' ;uka hym;a fohla lf<d;a wksjd¾hfhkau fmr<d ;udg;a ta foau ,efnkjd' ljqre;a wo ojfia Ôj;a fjk úÈhg ;uhs yefudaf.u wkd.f;a ;SrKh fjkafk' ug fyd| foa ;uhs uu lrkafka' wleue;s kï uu lrkafka kE' fufyu foal=;a ;sfhkjd' Ôjk nr jeäfjkak" jeäfjkak ñksiqkaf. is;a fjk;a foaj,a lrd fhduqfjkjd jeähs'


fï jf.a foaj,a yskaod ÿjf.a iajdñhd ljqo lshk tl ;SrKh lrkafk;a wïud' ys;kjdo fï jf.a foaj,a id¾:lhs lsh,d@

fu;ek úê 2la ;sfhkjd' tlla ;uhs ;ud wdorh l< hq;af;a ldgo lshk tl' ´ku T¿jla ;sfhk flkl=g wjfndaO lr.kak mq¿jka ;udf.a iylre fyda iyldßh ljqo lsh,d' wfkla tl ;uhs flfklag yelshdjla ke;akï ;ukaf.a wfkla md¾Yajh ljqo lsh,d f;dard.kak ujqmshka ta fjkqfjka ueÈy;a jqKdg lula kE' fldfydu jqK;a wdorh lrk flkd fydhd.ekSu ;ukaf. whs;sjdislula'


t;fldg ,,súka gqf.o¾, iïm%odh .ek fudlo lshkafka@

Th foaj,a Èyd n,k úÈh wkqj ;uhs ;SrKh fjkafka hym;a fyda whym;aNdjh' ,xldj lshk rfÜ ljqre fldfydu lsõj;a fï foaj,a iqÿiq kE lsh,d fï fudfydf;a mjd fï foaj,a isoaO fjkjd' ñksiaiq lshkjd fïj kS;Hkql+, kE" wfma fmdf;a ,sheú,d kE jf.a foj,a' ta;a fï foaj,a úfoaY rgj, t<smsgu isoaO fjkfldg wfma rfÜ fydfrka isoaO fjkjd' ,xldfj ñksiaiq fïjd l;d lroaÈ úfoaY rgj, wh fïjd ud;Dldjla úÈhg wrka l;d lrkafkj;a kE'

yenehs f.da,ShlrKh ;=< f,dalh tlu hdhla lsh,d lshkjd kï fï yeufoau tl yd iudk úh hq;=hsfk@

kE fufyuhs' ,xldfj whg ´k ;ekl .sys,a,d l;d lrkak ;sfhkafka tl fmdhskaÜ tlhsfk' tal ;uhs wms wyj,a ld,hl b;sydihla ;sfhk" fY%aIaG mrmqrlska mej; tk" fyd| ixialD;sl rgla lshk tl' Th ál ú;ruhsfk ;sfhkafk' ta yskaod ;uhs fï yeu fohla jika lrf.k jqK;a ñksiaiq ta foaj,au lrkafk'


j¾;udk úmlaIh ta whf.a ld¾h Ndrh kshudldrfhka bgqlrkjdo@

´l n,h ms<sn| m%Yakhla' wms fyd| foaj,a lrkfldg ldg jqK;a Wojq ,ndfokak ´k' úmlaIhg n,h kE lsh,d wfkla wh lrk fyd| foaj,a uÛyer,d bkak tl yß kE'


tfykï fudkjo fjkak ´k@
uyck;djf.a Pkafoka n,hg m;afjkak neß jqKdg Tjqka jqK;a l< hq;= rdcldß ;sfhkjd' ta;a talg uu .dj kï ms<s;=re kE' fï foaj,ska jkafka Tjqka ;rk foaj,ska rfÜ ck;djg fyd|;a kE' rchg fyd|;a kE'

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